Plan

Currently Listening to: You had a Bad Day by Daniel Powter

Life is not perfect.

Just when I think I am in control, I'm not. Just when I think I plan every step of the way, 99% takes a different turn...and I hate every single moment of it. I hate to adjust...it sucks. Lately it seems like when I thought everything was going smoothly, it went haywire. It's like I went to sleep thinking,"I can't wait for tomorrow to come." Then I woke up with bad news and I wished I had never woke up. It's that bad.

I just feel bad for my parents. They work hard to get to where they are now. And one evil person is just enough to ruin their dream.. and I am so mad. I am mad because I hate seeing them starting over from the beginning again. Where's justice when you need it?

With all of these commotions, I found myself feeling numb. It's like I thought I got everything figured out and then I just have to throw everything out the window. I'm tired. I'm exhausted. I need a break. Why isn't there the end of the tunnel for me?

And I am trully blessed to have a partner in life who understands what I am going through and always there to lend a shoulder to cry on... to be there to make me laugh and to forget all of this sadness for awhile. He is truly the anchor of my life.

*SAD SIGH*

I just hope that God doesn't sleep on us and helps us go through this tough time.

Amin.